suppose to be in camp now but i am at home...juz reach home lorx...walao...juz second dae and i missed out a lot of fun....arghed i hate it...i wan camp...i reallie wan to go back lorx....i wan to miss sleep also wanna go back lorx.....how can u..... ok fine...i will be in malaysia for the nxt few daes...i always looking forward to goin back but now....nope....i wan my camp...it is so fun...i haven got to use the walkie talky...i haven to night duty...i wan to be in campfire...hui zhen sae she helping me lorx....now...all gone...okok....wad happen in the camp is plae plae n plae.... and den we slack around lorx.....now we the sec 3s can be slackers...can make fun of juniors but i miss the chance....my might be onli chance...i am damn upset lorx....haiz.... qi si wo le.....


thinking of u at
10:00 pm



wow...tmr going to camp laioz...the things i bring like abit too mani...but tink ok since it is 4d3n...haha...my normal skool bag, a shoe bag, sleeping bag and uniform cover...alot rite..haha...my bro sae i'm going to marry liaoz...siao... yest got sj...sae go learn how to start campfire but in the end like learn nth and den go listen to story...sian....in the end we go early lorx....actually wanna go library but i dun tink i got time to read aniwae so nv go... ya..also went bugis walk walk...haha....bought sth...the whole place like goin for chrismas liaoz....hehe.... den also finish my tt last and sad book...haiz...the ending like so sad lorx.... now i noe wad is di er tian tang liaoz.... hehe...maybe i muz learn frm tt guy...write a diary den let someone noe...die liaoz he can see...haha...

den todae is cork eye dae coz i yan jiu-ing how to do the strings thingy...tink go camo den do coz now sore eyes liaoz...i juz finish a thousand pieces jizsaw puzzle...walao...my bro wan not mine lorx and i had to do it...he dunno how to do still buy for wad...somemroe the whole thing all blue blue wan...so diff to do.....haiz...lucky i finish liaoz...can rest now...haiz.... seeya @ dunno when...haha...


Shi4 jie4 shang4 zui4 yuan3 de4 ju4 li2, jiu4 shi4 ni3 zai4 wo3 sheng1 bian1, que4 bu4 zhi1 dao4 wo3 ai4 ni1= an4 lian4


thinking of u at
2:43 pm



me now sian till like siao coz i cannot read as my bro and his friends are plaeing ps2 outside.....noisy till siao....few voice wan to break but haven break ppl speaking...arghed...my life is so miserable....got camp nxt week but dunno y me got no mood liaoz.......haiz...my mood went away with my heart liaoz..........haiz haiz haiz....sian sia...sad sia....

updates: arghed...sian...me todae did nth except for read abit of a book...arghed...so sad lorx...me read halfway wanna cry liaoz.... the story is called an lian...walao...damn ke lian lorx...tt guy die in the end without telling the gal lorx....he miss his chance lorx....haiz...so sad...den somemore tt radio...one whole dae all sad sad song....got shi jie mo ri, wo de ai, jiang nan...walao...alot os sad song lorx....me now so sad liaoz....tmr den continue reading ba...haiz...i lost my kit list lorx...tmr borrow frm sy lorx....sian....haiz...den aft tt me fri onwards go my cousin hse stay...so i tink i one whole week cannot come online ba....haha... wan to contact me can sms coz me bringing hp to camp...shhh....dun sae horx coz no electronic devices....haha....lalalala.... okok...dun tok liaoz...bye~~


thinking of u at
1:31 pm



hmm...todae is a tiring dae coz yest sleep late n tmr wake up damn early...haiz.... den is like we go there zuo bo...we did little or practically nth...juz look look see see lorx.... den see ppl perform...plae with casualty simulation...and looking around sick bay coz got one first aid box dunno where...but it is damn sian...we cannot do anithing...n we got nth to do...walao... sian sian sian....already very not good mood liaoz still like tt....arghed......... so wasted my time off...got meeting abt the camp and there is a few pt we r not happy abt...tt tang weiye lahz...walao...u so kpo for wad...destroying our camp lorx.... qi si wo le....walao....todae i am determined to do wad i wan wan...but now i am confused again.....omg...y is god doin this to me....i juz wan to me a normal being....i dun mind being abit more stupid....knew abit less ppl....i believe in fate but now it is plaeing with me....toying me around lorx....ARGHED....fine...dun tok abt it liaoz.... bye~~


thinking of u at
8:43 pm



haha...of course not mine lahz...my bro wan...haiz....he damn sad todae lorx...when he get his result and call me his voice like he wanna cry liaoz....so ke lian....haiz...actually not tt bad wad....hope tt he can go GESSS...haiz...i feel like a complete failure...i taught him for all his subj lorx and he did so not well...haiz...is there anithing i can do well....y am i so lousy in everything...i juz can't do thing well...i begin to dispise myself liaoz....arghed.... den todae did nth...juz read a book and i mag...got yanzi...haha.... haiz...now muz go polish boots...walao...can they dun like every time so last min lorx....tmr we need to go juz sae earlier lahz....tmr got sj...maybe aft tt i can go watch movie...hehe...still can tou kan ppl's booth since we wun be tending wad....haha...cher..i will see how u deco urs....


thinking of u at
8:31 pm



how how...walao...i so mice lorx...so coward...y am i so cowardy....tot i am brave but i'm not....i afraid lose face lorx....how how...now i noe the send button is so difficult to press.....arghed...wad shld i do sia....how how... hu can lent me some courage!!!


thinking of u at
9:42 pm



hmm...todae went library....hehe....guess wad...i found "blind alley"...haha...my luck is back.... finish reading liao...not bad...got new attraction...haha... haiz.... budden horx...life is still veri sian...everydae read books now abit sian diao liaoz....muz find new hobby...hmm...learn frm sy...watch movie....haha....or from my bro...plae com...budden now me online also nth to do liaoz..sian diao sia....haiz....went to deco my blog...not this wan lahz... now reallie nth to do....hey got recomandation... hmm....tmr my bro get psle result...pray tt he cannot come nhss...or else i will die dao siao sia... hehe....but wish him all the best lahz.....haha...camping nxt week sia...kind of looking forward since i sian soooooo mani daes liaoz....hehe.....todae damn happy sia... haha...n recently weird weird wan....everyone also go confess or wanna confess...siao sia....y horx so qi guai wan....ppl all conspire huhz....hehe.... maybe i joining lehz....joking huhz....me no courage wan...rite ;)


thinking of u at
9:00 pm



hey guys...i am going to change my name to
www.-dumbell-.blogspot.com
horx....so if u cannot reach me in my resent link pls go to this...changing date is tmr...


thinking of u at
5:50 pm



todae went out with tooters exclude py....actually wanna plae bowling but becoz of the small amt of ppl and another attarction...haha....yup..watch movie and we watched the shutter....hmm...went mac...saw jimmy...haha...we r like...huh...tt's jimmy...got so tall mehz....hehe... den go watch lorx...erm not bad....but the sound effects damn kong bu....me got xia dao.... den no one wanna watch polar express with me so either i watch myself or dun watch....see first ba... den go queensway...bought earrings...me poke through liaoz...ouch........haiz...juz finiah a bowl of maggie....hehe...so now me sian till siao....nth to do lehz...sian sia.... sian sian sian..... life without him is juz not so normal...hmm.... starting to yan hong jh and sy liaoz...haiz....this is call tong ren bu tong ming...ppl so xing fu and me....haiz...dun tink abt it....maybe time can heal my wounds...




thinking of u at
5:25 pm



hmm....finish fatal tide on fri....goin library nxt week ba..... den sat got sj....we stand for a while....den stay in auditorum....haha.... see ppl get prize den crap....ahha...saw my "jiu ming en ren sia".....he is jh's classmate lorx....so qiao.... den we have the sissy tok....hmm...den me go library to return books....also check got wad new books....saw cher also....hehe.....good tt u confess....maybe tt is better....walao....recently y every gals around me is confessing.....dunno lahz.... so mani time dun choose like to choose this time....tmr they sae go bowling....but onli 4 ppl lorx....dunno lahz.... by den den sae lorx.....haiz....oh ya...nearly forgot...haha...todae yanzi did well lorx....she is first in UFM n second in 933....arghed...lose to jerry yen...so bu shaung...nvm....nxt week she will be top liaoz...haha...yanzi jia you.... gtg liaoz....my bro scolding...bleah....haha.... bye~~


thinking of u at
6:50 pm



haiz...now me is reading my fifth book liaoz...haiz...progressing slowly coz no mood to read...haiz... muz faster finish den go do hw...actually shld be this week do wan but books got priorities....haha.... so dun tink goin to library till nxt week to have some hw done ba....now alone at home damn sian but it is good for me since i got no mood for practically everything....tmr got sj...can bring me away for a while ba....haha..... reading the starting of firestorms and blind alley...i am more keen to read liaoz....haiz...iris johansen is trying to change my mind to become a detective coz i somehow also have the hunch....haha...i manage to guess the killer for killing game lorx....i oso sia dao when i have it rite....hmm....detective weiling....haha.... so got any problem can come find me liaoz...haha....juz joking horx..... hmm.... hungry liaoz...haha...maggie time....me in love with cup noodles since i've been eating it for most holidaes...bye~~


thinking of u at
1:51 pm



hmm...yest nv update coz i am too obsessed with the book i am reading...and i am now too.... yup...yest went swimming...dun tok abt it liaoz....haha...me is kanasai.... haiz... dun sae liaoz....me is not sport ppl...tt is not my feild...haha.... den now me black black liaoz....my mom sae go a few more times my hse will have a indian.... den go library lahz....hmm...me damn lucky lorx....i found six of iris johansen books...haha.... now me finish 3 liaoz....abit slow lahz but nvm...tink maybe try to finish 4 by todae...ahha...so exciting the story.....me read most of her book except for the 2 tt is published this year...muz hunt liaoz...hmm...haven touch my hw yet.... den deco my blog....ok...dun write liaoz...me muz go read liaoz...bye~~


thinking of u at
5:48 pm



hmm...this is the e-mail.... i tink it is meaningful n sent to me at an ideal time although i wish i can dun agree with it lahz....

Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear.
Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you.(am i doing so??) You can only go as far as you push.
Actions speak louder than words.
The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else.
Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.
Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it.
Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. (who is it??)
When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there. (where's mine??)
Don't frown... You never know who is falling in love with your smile. (will there be??)
What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying
is the person who made you cry?
Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them. (will i ever be perfect)

"Love is when two people who care for each other get confused" (WAD!!)


thinking of u at
2:51 pm



hmm...todae my nose damn bu ting hua...i wanna complain on tt horoscope book liaoz....todae me damn cham lorx....sneeze whole dae...now nose damn pain...tink is lin yu tai duo liaoz.... now still sneezing... haha...yanzi 4th in both charts n stefanie is 1st in RIAS....hehe...YANZI, u rulez...hope u get well soon sia.... juz now receive an e-mail frm eve...sent to a few of u...budden wanna type some part here...erm... later ba coz now me lan de open the e-mail

Yo, peep the style and the kids checking for it
The number one question is how could you ignore it
We drop right back in the cut over basement tracks
With raps that got you backing this up like
Rewind that we're just rolling with the rhythm
Rise from the ashes of stylistic division
With these non-stop lyrics of life living
Not to be forgotten but still unforgiven
But in the meantime there are those who wanna talk this and that
So I suppose that it gets to a point where feelings gotta get hurt
And get dirty with the people spreading the dirt it goes
[Chorus](Tried to give you warning but everyone ignores me)
Told you everything loud and clear
(But nobody's listening)
(Call to you so clearly but you don't want to hear me)
Told you everything loud and clear
(But nobody's listening)
I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress hand full of anger, held in my chest
And everything left's a waste of time
I hate my rhymes, but hate everyone else's more
I'm riding on the back of this pressure
Guessing that it's better I can't keep myself together
Because all of this stress gave me something to write on
The pain gave me something I could set my sights on
Never forget the blood sweat and tears
The uphill struggle over years the fear and
Trash talking and the people it was to
And the people that started it just like you


~by linkin park~


thinking of u at
2:18 pm



hmm...yest daphne out...expected..haha... den todae go for sj...cham sia... wake up already whole body ache.... aft sj now i am having trouble walking liaoz.... den todae also time pass veri slowly...sian.... i wish i can pon lorx...haiz...nxt week still got...walao...the xin min ppl horx still as cham as b4....bleah.... okok...dun tok liaoz...my hand also no li liaoz....haha....


thinking of u at
5:41 pm



hmm..todae got sj lorx...den do nth much...someone shoot me by puting more salts onto my wound lorx....for goodness seek...i am heard enough i dun need tt kind of comments lorx... den we train for TOC coz we cannot kao the guys on strechers....there's onli a few pathetic guys...den we do all the training...omg...it is damn cham lorx...my got blue black u abrasion lotx...so ke lian....haiz...sj guys...u all r my ou xiang.... u all tai li hai liaoz... den go eat lorx...buy books..also....cut hair...yup...new hairstyle...haha... not very nice but not bad...weather abit hot sia.... hmm...abit tierd...wake up so early todae.... den still got survivor later...wonder who will get our frm singapore idol....hmm...muz watch now... bye~~



thinking of u at
8:49 pm

thinking of u at
1:47 pm



read sth...breaks my heart... coz me to drop me tears immediately... such a comments...maybe wad i wan to sae even....wad shld i do.... i am in confusion now........... i dunno.... i reallie dunno....


thinking of u at
7:18 pm



hmm... me buy u-weekly...hehe.. got yanzi... den todae abit not good mood... coz of sth i knew yest... and sj stuff...and i am too tierd..sleep too less liaoz...now is end of year...normally is sleeping period but now...so got headache lorx... den sj do nth wan...discuss abit things...do here abit... den go chem tuition...tt foo siao wan...first time in my life i dun tok in lesson n she call my name.... walao....dae dream she also noe mehz.... not so li hai ba... then someone did sth i veri qi...excuse me lorx...i got aids izzit... sit beside me can die of cancer huhz.... wan to sit far izzit...fine lahz...i go furthur even better for u horx....den the cd is in my bag wad... dun wanna dig inside cannot...wait a while can die huhz.... me hold the cd for so long...somemore got hint...u die die also dun wanna tkae...dun take ask me bring for wad....qi si wo le.... pls lorx...i feel tt i am taking 99steps lorx.... pls...i am already so tierd...pls dun torture me animore...i cannot take it liaoz.... den jimmy sae his holidae veri sian...me lehz... i even more cham...although i am so damn busy but i am sian in my mind...i dunno y...arghed...wad's becoming of me... n den tt internal conflict lehz... wad shld i do... shou xin ye shi rou shou bei ye shi rou lorx... can't u all juz be abit simple...dun be so complicated lorx.... i dun like to be stuck in this mess.... ani kind soul pls help me....


thinking of u at
7:05 pm



hmm...last sundae got update budden this webby also got problem so me lan de type... this few dae we got internal conflict agian lorx...haiz...sianz... me too tierd to guan all this but can i not..it is not kpo lorx...i got no time for tt... i feel so tierd this few daes...too mani things goin on..to mani things to care...too less time...haiz...so tierd so busy...yet so lonely...weird rite...so todae paint sj room lorx...hehe..quite nice sia den we all had fun trying to tink of wad to do for nite walk...go maths...haiz...sian sian sian....wasting my precious time lorx....i got sooooooo mani things to do lorx.... hehe..yanzi cuming...haha...she goin cambodia lorx..walao...shld go wif skool....nvm...go her promos...haha...hope is starting of dec den i can go...maybe can go her concert...omg...dec faster come coz there is alot of things...haha...so happy....me abit siao...kk..dun tok...tomoro morning got sj...bye~~


thinking of u at
9:07 pm



haiz...this morning me damn early wake up...9sth...haha..thx to sy...lucky or else i dunno tt sj change time to 11 lioaz...frm 11 to 5 lorx...omg...killer sia...so keep on marching lorx...jiao tong arghed...todae weird weird wan...me normally is juz eyes suddenly black den back to normal but todae all the things around me went blur lorx...almost fainted...lucky at tt time got break or else i sure faint wan...haha...yup...tt's me i dun wan to fall out...i dun wan to show my weak side..i like to cheng qiang...haiz....den go ikea wif sy...haha...good lorx...find cupboard...juz write the form den faster buy den can unpack liaoz...although not much time but i seems to have a lighter burden liaoz coz my schedule is all done...haha...so me decided mon mornong watch shark tales liaoz....n horx...my dear bro die die also dun wanna watch with me in the end todae watch wif gal friends...i am lonely..alone...by myself.......haiz....bough shoe bag n eat 2 ice cream...haha....so happy...


thinking of u at
8:41 pm



hmm...yest lan de online so todae den update wad happen yest but muz type faster coz not already 0930 liaoz...1030 had to reach skool sia...hmm...yest went to singapore poly...it is an interesting yet sian thingy....we are the so called "volunteers"...but i definitely nv lahz...is kana pi wan...den we had to wear blazers and tie...ahah...it rox coz tt place is damn cold...me n sy damn lucky coz we did the most slack job...we stand tt place dun need arshers wan budden still ask us stand there pai mei...den so suay all nan hua ppl walk our side...haiz...kana xiao...especially MR CHOW....how can u xiao me lorx.... whole sj goin lehz...yup...we change jobs liaoz...not save ppl but to ursher ppl..... den aft tt go in listen to tok....mr goh...u rox...wad u sae is damn qi fa-ing me....damn hao xiao.... i like this sentence...everyone is a born winner...y is it so...ask me lahz....den got this wan is that it's the end if it is ok...but it is not the end if it is not ok... haha...nice rite.... budden other den tt the rest is sian sian sian...den we go clementi mac...i did a veri bad thing....sorry jie liang... den i got one task on now...haha...kk..dun crap liaoz...go skool....bye~~



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Update: came back from skool liaoz....todae physics damn sian lorx...dunno wad Peh is toking abt...den me toking to syl they all...den the room den i keep on lent warmth frm them...haha...den we go ginza eat...mac again...3 times in a row liaoz....haha...me not last...jimmy is... thx to sy sia...haha.... den go for chem... we r like keep on asking wad time coz foo is sian lorx...keep on A-level stuff....hello....i haven even take o-level lorx....finially can go home but it is raining...den we walk to the housing there...haha...by then is a bit wet liaoz...den rain too big so we r seeing rain flood.... den plae with the water...me wet till siao lorx...haha...love plaeing with rain...so shaung...somemore i am not the onli one wet wad....haha...bleah....wana watch shark tales...anione wanna watch wif me...kk..nth liaoz....end of report..bye~~

love rain...but eromneveuevol....


thinking of u at
9:22 am



haiz....todae damn cham....tot holidae but as i said yest...skool start again coz we r goin to skool everydae for me lahz except for sun and hol till my bro holidae...haiz... so ke lian... haha....juz finish a book...nice...haha...this is how the dog tok...beautiful rite..... den todae lesson sian sian sian....walao....dun need to go wan lorx...stay at home read tb even faster lehz....den i all the time reading story book or printing words on my maths ws...coz we found a lot of blue tag den me n cher keep on plaeing....haha.... den go n get blazer...wth...it is so smelly n disgusting n stuffy...somemore need tie lorx....haha...todae me eat damn fast lehz...although lose to the 2guys but already veri li hai liaoz....hmm...tomoro onli till 2.30 si maybe can go walk walk....tt shark tale so stupid...y cannot tomoro show...muz thurs...humpz... haiz...nth to do damn sian....anyone wanna plae bridge...haha...can come out n plae...muz teach my gang sia...hehe....bye~~


thinking of u at
6:28 pm



me todae damn sian.....nth to do...so wad lehz....haha...i change my blogskin again....haha...sure no one same as me wan coz me is chan here chan there....theme is stefanie...todae whole dae listen to her cd....first time read the lyrics coz last few dae no mood....wow.....yanzi rulez sia.... so now listening once and again.... haha...hope u all like my new skin...this is reallie my style lorx...yanzi...snow...blue...haha.... den i oso link ppl liaoz...so those tt i miss out pls tell me n i will link u all...haha....also got any comments or improvement tt i need to make pls tell me other den cursors which i am not very hopeful for a nice wan...seems like no yanzi cursor...maybe i shld make one...haha....hope u all like this coz i dun tink i am changing for a long time...i am extremely sastify with this....if anyone same as me i will ask tt person to change instead....but my yanzi pic is du yi wu er coz no ppl put wad...haha.... stefanie rulez....i decided tt i take the black wan coz i dun wanna same as rich....haha...rite sy....bleah....bye...see u all tomoro...skool starts again liaoz...haha....sian dae over...yeah...


thinking of u at
1:29 pm